It’s hard to come to terms with the idea that when you lose someone really close to you, you’re going to be a little bit sad almost every day for the rest of your life. Probably not all day every day, but a part of the day. It’s really starting to hit me that this is my life now and it sucks.
Thanks for listening.
The Bereaved 
With time, it gets better. I used to aim for not thinking of them for 5 min, then 15min, 1hr and so forth till eventually I say, it’s been days! Now when it’s death, you never do. I think of my grandmother almost daily. I still am moved to tears at times. I hope that you find peace soon to find the piece of you that left with the other person. May it be larger and better than before. ***virtual hugs***
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